WHY?

Tiny fingers move across the pages

but the pages are blank.

Words of a hurting heart cannot be expressed on paper.

But three letters kept going around and around in the tiny head,

which belongs to the tiny fingers.

Why?

Tiny lips move, forming the words of pain.

"I was given to you."

"You were supposed to be my loving caretaker."

"You were supposed to love me,

you were to care for me , not to hurt me."

Was I not good enough for you?

why did you cast me away?

God created me, I am human,

I have feelings

I scream, why?

as I was ripped from your warm body.

Do you know that the pain of rejection was worse than

the burning of my skin and the dismembering of my body?

I was given to you.

God, my Father and Creator made me in His own image.

He chose you to carry me.

Just as He chose Mary to carry Jesus, His Son.

What if she had done the same thing?

Why did you reject me?

Why did you kill me?

Did you ever wonder if I was the one sent to care for you in sickness?

Or the one who would find the cure for AIDS or cancer?

Did you ever wonder about the joy and happiness

I would have brought into your life?

Did you ever wonder?

Tell me, I will try to understand.

P.J.SCHLOSS

THE VOICE OF THE HEART

Quotes on Faith

1I water my wilderness with faith and suddenly it blossoms as the rose.


2.I now prepare for the fulfilment of my heart's desire. I show God I believeHis promise will be kept.

3.God's promises are built upon a rock. As I have asked I must receive.

FAITH

This morning I woke with the desire to please my Lord. The word Faith came into my thought, I try to shake it but it would not leave my thoughts. You see all my walk with Jesus was define by my faith, but recently I am living with hope only and not by faith. coming into this knowledge I know without a doubt that something is wrong. During my readings I reconfirm myself to the fact that hope is a noun and I see it in one place looking forward. I see 'Faith' as a verb 'the action man': Faith knows it has already received and acts accordingly and it is for us as Christian to fully operate in that knowledge. This way of life will be pleasing in the sight of God Who said in His word that 'the Just must live by faith'. With my need to please my Lord , I will now exercise my fearless faith in three ways, by my thinking, speaking and acting. I am now unmoved by the negative appearance, therefore appearance will have to move because positive action will take its' place. I know that God's plan for you and me are built upon a rock and what was ours in the beginning is ours and ever shall be ours if we only take His Hands and walk in faith with Him.

Father's Day

FATHER'S DAY

This is Father's Day, but where is my father?

where is the man that fashion me in my mother's womb?

I need your hug father,I need your smile

I need to look in your eyes , to see if yours are the same color as mine.

I search faces on the streets,looking for one that resembles mine. I smile at fathers;

hoping my smile will remind you of the woman you slept with

when I was conceived....my mother.

Father, where are you ?Do you ever think about me?

Do you remember the night I was conceived?Do you know or care about the hurt ,

the pain of not knowing you?

Did your father do the same to you?

I thank God that He allows us to call Him 'Father'

I thank God that He promises that He will never leave us nor forsake us.

I know with all my heart and soul that my heavenly Father cares for me.

PJ.SCHLOSS.